My Style- Black Eyed Peas feat. Justin Timberlake

something traumatizing happened to me on sunday.

i was on the bus to school (to do HOMEWORK! i know i know. haha), and pretty much minding my own business until i realised there was some weird guy sitting behind me. i was leaning on the seat when i felt this hand like touching my neck.

okay, must be an accident. he probably just wanted to hold on to the seat handle or something.

then it happened again. i was palpably annoyed, but i wasn't going to make a scene in public. i felt really uncomfortable sitting there, like somebody was boring holes into the back of my head. and when i was standing up to get off at my stop, that ass had the nerve to nudge me!

i wish i was being paranoid, but that sick asshole gave me a damn pervert look when i glared at him. scum of the society!

this is why i'm extremely supportive of strict anti-sexual harrassment laws for females. although you have to admit that there are female sex-hungry animals on the prowl as well, the male percentage is significantly higher.

recently, i've arrived at a rather upsetting conclusion.
i'm only attractive to ah pehs and desperate middle-aged men. and why is that?

one,
my body shape is like a middle-aged pear.

two,
old men keep leering at me which i am vehemently disgusted at. (how pathetic can i get)

three,
nat said i look like one of those taiwanese 'mistresses' in this photo:


i was trying to look a bit more posh, but i end up looking nothing short of slutty.
note that i hardly ever use the "s" word.

i have been on a non-official diet for say, 3 years and all i do is get fatter.
then there's the ahlian thing. people have been telling me that since secondary school. it's also hard for some to believe that i was in a triple science class. that's just sad la! i know i'm not exactly smarty farty but the fact that i give others such horrendous first impressions AND that i'm only attractive to menopausing/sterile/ men OR perverts is saying a lot.

the image has got to go!

I blogged @ 12:55 AM